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November 2004
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
right. i have no idea how to begin. actually, i dont even know wud i have been doing the whole of today. half of the time..i was in a daze.
i have been thinking. alot. and the thoughts are clotting up so much that i feel like slamming my whole head against the wall. i wanna scream aloud all the questions that are racing thru my mind. my heart's searchin hard within me for an answer. but why doesnt my damn heart get it?? I DONT HAVE AN ANSWER. ANY ANSWERS. the vicious cycle of tears are back. would you please put the smile back on my face? deng dai hai shi li kai ? hai yao duo jiu, wo cai neng zai ni sheng bian hao bu rong yi, you neng zai duo ai yi tian dan gu shi de zui hou, ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le, byebye |